Singing and Bringing Joy Into the World

A sermon for Advent 4 – the Annunciation and Magnificat

Matthew’s gospel opens with a genealogy… 
starting with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, running through David and all the kings of Judah, down to another Jacob, who was Joseph’s  father. Which made him Mary’s father-in-law.  

There were also a handful of women listed… a sermon for another day.  

That’s  fourteen generations from Abraham to David, 
another 14 from David to the exile in Babylon, 
and 14 more from the exile at the time of Josiah to the coming of the promised one. 
Jesus.  

That’s a lot of years.  It’s a long time for all those families struggling to find a way to survive, to maintain faith in the God who promised that a king from the House of David who would reign forever. 

Long enough for a couple of empires to rise and fall, the latest to rise being the Romans. 

Long enough for the elites of the Jewish community to find comfort and security in working alongside the ruling empire. 

Long enough that there were zealots beginning to rise up, ready to fight anyone and everyone to make the name of God great and to lift the Hebrew people out of oppression.  

It had been long enough that the faithful really meant it when they prayed for God to send a new Moses, a new deliverer.  And they had their eyes open.  

It was into this time of longing, of waiting, of anxious hopefulness that the angel Gabriel started making regular commutes to the area called Judea. 

First, he visited Zechariah…  who mourned with Elizabeth their lack of children.  

Zechariah had loved and served God as a priest many years….
Zechariah trusted that God still cared, still had good intentions for Israel. 

Still…  it was a shock when Gabriel came to the Holy of Holies (where Zechariah was praying. Alone)
to say that not only was Zechariah to have a son, but that John would be a prophet and forerunner to the Messiah.  

And it wasn’t long before Gabriel was called into action again.  

Listen now to the word of God for you this day.   Starting at Luke 1:26

26 In the sixth month [of Elizabeth’s pregnancy] the angel Gabriel was sent by God to a town in Galilee called Nazareth, 27 to a virgin engaged to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David. The virgin’s name was Mary. 

28 And he came to her and said, “Greetings, favored one! The Lord is with you.” 

29 But she was much perplexed by his words and pondered what sort of greeting this might be. 

30 The angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God. 31 And now, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you will name him Jesus. 32 He will be great, and will be called the Son of the Most High, and the Lord God will give to him the throne of his ancestor David. 33 He will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.” 

34 Mary said to the angel, “How can this be, since I am a virgin?” 

35 The angel said to her, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you; therefore the child to be born will be holy; he will be called Son of God. 36 And now, your relative Elizabeth in her old age has also conceived a son; and this is the sixth month for her who was said to be barren. 37 For nothing will be impossible with God.” 

38 Then Mary said, “Here am I, the servant of the Lord; let it be with me according to your word.” 
Then the angel departed from her. 

Luke 1:26-38 NRSV

BREAK 

Now we continue, starting at verse 39…

39 In those days Mary set out and went with haste to a Judean town in the hill country, 40 where she entered the house of Zechariah and greeted Elizabeth. 

41 When Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the child leaped in her womb.

And Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit 42 and exclaimed with a loud cry, “Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb. 43 And why has this happened to me, that the mother of my Lord comes to me? 44 For as soon as I heard the sound of your greeting, the child in my womb leaped for joy. 45 And blessed is she who believed that there would be a fulfillment of what was spoken to her by the Lord.” 

46 And Mary said, “My soul magnifies the Lord, 47 and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, 48 for he has looked with favor on the lowliness of his servant. Surely, from now on all generations will call me blessed; 49 for the Mighty One has done great things for me, and holy is his name. 

50 His mercy is for those who fear him from generation to generation. 51 He has shown strength with his arm; he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts. 52 He has brought down the powerful from their thrones, and lifted up the lowly; 53 he has filled the hungry with good things, and sent the rich away empty. 54 He has helped his servant Israel, in remembrance of his mercy, 55 according to the promise he made to our ancestors, to Abraham and to his descendants forever.” 

56 And Mary remained with her about three months and then returned to her home.

Luke 1:39-56, NRSV

Inseparable

31 What then are we to say about these things? If God is for us, who is against us? 32 He who did not withhold his own Son, but gave him up for all of us, will he not with him also give us everything else? 

33 Who will bring any charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies.  34 Who is to condemn? It is Christ Jesus, who died, yes, who was raised, who is at the right hand of God, who indeed intercedes for us. 

35 Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36 As it is written, “For your sake we are being killed all day long; we are accounted as sheep to be slaughtered.” 

37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Did you ever have one of those relationships was so right… 
so close… so fun…  or just so comfortable… 
that you all you wanted was to be in that person’s presence all the time? 

It’s fun to watch that happen with little ones. Those first friendships when they become inseparable.  Or when they become enamored of a grown up or older sibling and that little shadow tags along everywhere, 
Listening, learning and enjoying every minute. 

It can be nauseatingly cute when young people begin coupling
The magnetic attraction is so strong…  they seem physically inseparable

Though, if I’m honest, “young love” sometimes strikes after 25… 
and after 50… even after 75

It’s a rarity that we connect deeply with new people when we are grown ups… but when we do become friends, it’s not hard to find excuses to grab a meal, go on adventures, or just hang around doing not much of anything.  Being present with each other. 

We have a deep longing for that kind of connection
It is in the core of our being
It was baked into us from the beginning, when we were made in the very image of God. 

God made us relational, because God is a relationship
God the Creator
God the Spirit
God the Son and Redeemer
They are inseparable

If you try to look at Jesus, you can’t help but see the others.
If you try to engage with God, you can’t help but engage the others.
If you try to run away from the Spirit, the psalmist tells us there is no place far enough, no sea deep enough, no darkness dark enough to keep God from finding us. 

Even when we are afraid or angry
Even when we are confused and doubting
Even when we try
Creator and Created???   INSeparable. 

Because God loved us from the beginning, 
God kept covenant with all those generations of people whose stories we read in our scriptures. 

There was just no way that we humans would be left without a way home.  
That’s what Paul is so fired up about in his letter to the church in Rome.
God loved the world so much that God came to the world.
God made a way through Christ, so that we might never be separated again. 

But there was a point at which it sure didn’t feel that way.
Not to the disciples who had been closest to Jesus, 
Following him, listening to him, learning from him
The ones whose names are listed in the stories. 

And it didn’t feel that way to the women who had cared for them, 
And listened, and learned, and were also followers. 

As close as they had become during all their travels with Jesus, 
the days following his arrest and crucifixion must have been all but unbearable. 

This man who was always there
Always ready with a story and a challenge
Always overflowing with compassion. 

He had been ripped from their midst. And they had to wait to care for his body.  

So… they were probably up before the sun, fixing a meal for themselves and maybe something for the others. After all, they wanted to get an early start. 

They’d gone out to the night before to get what they needed – spices and such -just as soon as the sabbath was over. 

I suspect they were probably tempted to cheat a bit. After all, these women had followed Jesus as closely as the men we call the disciples, maybe even listening a little more closely.

And Jesus had a habit of not quite following the letter of the law. He had gathered food, healed people, forgiven them of their sins… 
all on the Sabbath. 

Sometimes, it seemed he did these things to spite the leaders – the scribes and teachers who spent a lot of their time arguing every tiny nuance of the law. 

But because the women knew his heart, they knew it was also to help show people how to move past the letter of the law and toward the God who gave the law. 

So, maybe these women had done their prayers to end shabbot as the sun dropped below the horizon. Or maybe they started a wee bit early. 
It’s a mystery.  

It is a pretty safe bet that they had been chatting since the time they rose- and as they gathered their cloaks and picked up the spices they had purchased. 

It wouldn’t have been the excited chatter they had shared on other mornings, the mornings after Jesus had healed lepers or that poor woman who had been bleeding for years. 

And not the snappy sort of chatter that comes when the resources and hands are too few to feed and care for the huge crowds that had gathered. 

No, they would have been talking somberly, quietly, perhaps between silent tears, mostly about the details of the work of the day.  They were going to finish what they had started on Friday. They were headed to the tomb.

That’s how Mark begins our reading from chapter 16…  

16 When the sabbath was over, Mary Magdalene, and Mary the mother of James, and Salome bought spices, so that they might go and anoint him. 2 And very early on the first day of the week, when the sun had risen, they went to the tomb. 

3 They had been saying to one another,  “Who will roll away the stone for us from the entrance to the tomb?” 

The big heavy stone that had been placed in front of the tomb was meant to keep away any mischief makers. The powers that be were concerned that some among Jesus’ followers might try to convince others that the prophecy was true- that Jesus would rise from the dead- by removing his body and hiding it away somewhere. 

Or perhaps a naysayer might do the same, only to reveal the truth later and further shame any of the believers who would be gullible enough to think Jesus had told the truth about who he was, and what God had planned to do.

Who could roll away the stone? 

Judas hadn’t shown up last night. No surprise.  
But neither had Peter. Word was that Peter had actually denied knowing Jesus. Had denied being one of his followers. 

I can see them shaking their heads, saying a prayer for both men. 

But Peter…
He had loved Jesus so deeply, trusted him with so much. Grief and that tendency to speak before thinking everything through, well, he needed their prayers now more than ever. 

And the rest of the men just didn’t seem to be themselves. Even Mary’s James and John, the Sons of Thunder, seemed to be at a loss over what to do next. It’s probably just as well the women had left this morning… give them some space.

But still – who would roll away the stone? 

Perhaps the Roman soldiers who had been assigned guard duty would have pity on them. They understood the importance of honoring the dead, even if their rituals were not the same. 

And Pilate had already allowed them more than they had imagined… Perhaps, now that the frenzy of the last few days had calmed, the guards would be willing to help.  

Soon, the walk was over. They were at the grave. Mark tells us that 

When they looked up, they saw that the stone, which was very large, had already been rolled away.

As they entered the tomb, they saw a young man, dressed in a white robe sitting on the right side, and they were alarmed.

Of all the things these women expected… yeah… not this. 

Where was the stone? 
Who was this guy? 
More importantly, where was Jesus? 

They had come steeled for the pain of grief, sorrow, and loss. They were no strangers to death, these women; they knew how it smelled, what it felt like. 

But death was gone.
Jesus was gone. 
In their place, a man in a white robe?

Mark continues with the messenger’s words

 But he said to them, “Do not be alarmed; you are looking for Jesus of Nazareth, who was crucified. He has been raised; He is not here. Look, there is the place they laid him. But go, tell his disciples and Peter  that he is going ahead of you to Galilee; there you will see him, just as he told you.’”

So they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror and amazement had seized them,  and they said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid.

Sorrow, grief and resignation gave way to fear.
Did they shake their heads, closing their eyes, only to open them once again to this unexpected vision? 

How long did it take for fear to settle into confusion, then cautious optimism, then hope that became joy?

The stone was gone. 
Death was gone. 
Jesus was on the loose.
And isn’t that just like Jesus?

I don’t know how many times  I’ve heard the Easter story… and read it… 
But a couple of years ago, for some reason, this business about the stone was the detail that grabbed me. 

Perhaps, it’s one of those little throwaways that we fly past on the way to the He is Risen’s and He is Risen, indeed’s of Easter Sunday.

Or maybe it was just the first time in a while I had heard Mark’s account. Regardless, I heard it, and it hit me.  

Isn’t that just like Jesus? 
Doing exactly what he promised. 

And isn’t that just like humanity? 
Not really hearing what Jesus said. 
Not really understanding what Jesus is doing.

You see, the work was done on Friday, right about the time Jesus said, “It is finished.”

That was the end of his day, the day in which he endured the awful truth of our human capacity for evil.  
It was the end of his human life. 
And it was the beginning of our lives in Him.

In that moment, nonviolent resistance beat capital punishment, 
dignity overshadowed dehumanizing taunts,
forgiveness took the steam out of hatred and fear
and love won,

Once and for all. 
For all people.
For all time.

What happened between Christ’s moment of victory and the moment the women were confused by the missing stone?  

It’s a mystery.  
What matters is that the stone was gone.  
Done.  
Taken care of.  

Just like the distance between us and the God who loved the world enough to send forgiveness and grace incarnate. 

Which makes me wonder… 
How many stones do I worry about that God’s already moved? 

What aspects of our hearts, our lives, our world are ready and waiting for this living, breathing body of Christ to bear witness with joy and energy…

All while we carry on…  
Gathering tools that we don’t really need,
Picking up rocks we need not carry
or looking for someone clever enough and strong enough to move an obstacle that doesn’t really matter any more.

Because Christ is risen. 
He has redeemed all those things we have buried. 
The stone is moved. 

But it’s hard to hold onto that joyous truth week to week.
It’s especially hard to hold onto that truth right now. 

When the lights are turned off and the doors are locked
The laughter and singing and passing of the peace are gone
The echoes of the handbells and organ pipes cease
It’s easy to imagine this building as a tomb… big stone and all. 

And truth is, Jesus hasn’t been especially helpful, what with keeping us waiting… along with all of creation
Tapping our watches in anticipation of a time in which justice and peace and love reign. 
But calling out “Come, Lord Jesus!” and checking your watch is an act of faith. 

And faith is inseparable from hope.
It is that hope that allows us to gather and worship and sing
Even on days like today, when we desperately need the Spirit to pray on our behalf. 

Paul declares that because God “did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all,” God will “with him graciously give us all things” (8:32). 

Even though the present state of believers is suffering and groaning — whether because of distress, persecution, famine, etc. (8:35) — 

Paul says that there is nothing in this broken world, neither “things present nor things to come,” that can separate believers from God’s love (8:38-39).

Nothing. Not one thing.
Can ever separate us from God’s love. 
Not anger, nor doubt, 
Not even having to stop meeting together here 
And needing to go find a new family of faith. 
And being really really ticked off about it,

Just flat NOTHING can separate us from God’s love in Christ Jesus. 
God’s love, because of God’s own giving of the Son for us and the pouring out of the Spirit on us. 

Indeed, it is God who works all things together for our good (see 8:28).
Yes.  Even this.   

Because eventually, God takes all of the awful moments, decisions, events, relationships, disasters… whatever it is, and brings the power of resurrection to bear… making them into something beautiful. 

There is pain… life is pain
And as they say in the Princess Bride – anyone who tells you otherwise is selling something. 

But there is HOPE
Because the stone is rolled away
Christ is alive
The Spirit is in and around and among us

And nothing…  
Nothing. can separate us from the love of God.

That’s  what the big show on that first Easter morning was all about. 
The God who created us and claimed us
The God who calls us and holds us tightly
Came for us.  And loved us into the family. 

And then sent the Spirit to enliven us, to pray for us 
And to bind us to one another in love.
So that we might be the embodied presence of God  

That, my friends, is VERY GOOD NEWS 

Fumble-fingering my way to some truth

I’m a big fan of cut & paste, but sometimes I end up typing from notes or a whiteboard. Or adding a quote from a printed work. And, the sad truth is, I’m really not a great typist. Especially considering the amount of time I spend at the keyboard.

I’m self-taught, so I don’t actually have any particular technique for knowing where letters are beyond muscle memory from years of staring at my fingers on the keys. I’ve gotten more accurate at typing while looking at the screen. But when I try to look at a whole other page or wall and type? It’s an adventure to say the least. About every third sentence, I need to go back and take care of the typos and auto-correct blunders.

Sometimes, though, it’s tempting to leave one alone. Like today. I was trying to type “God sees our faithfulness.”

What my fingers churned out? God sees our faithfulmess

I’m not sure I’ve ever bumbled into a more theologically accurate description of the church.

I’ve long believed that the church as the potential to be a community built on faith, hope, love, and justice. A glimpse of the beloved community. A sanctuary from a world in which humanity can’t quit showing off its capacity for evil.

And, I’ve experienced the wounding and wounded mess that is the reality of the church.

That’s why I have come to appreciate the corporate prayer of confession (and reminder that grace abounds). Naming together the ways that we muck things up on the regular invites me to practice taking responsibility for the collective messes we make, not just my own.

If we’re serious about being part of healing the world, bringing peace and hope to places of conflict and despair, we need to be as honest as possible about our faithfulmess. After all, God has definitely already seen it in all of its tarnished glory.
AND loves us still.
Forgives us… still.
Calls us… still.
Uses us… still.

The Sun Still Shines

NOTE: I wrote this reflection for the April newsletter, but I figure it won’t be the last time I need to remember these things. Thought I’d save it here and share.

The sun still shines.

I picked up that little nugget of wisdom way back in the day, when I spent most of a high school summer break as a counselor-in-training at Girl Scout Camp. One of our mentors had it on her clipboard, and it struck me as one of the truest things I’d ever seen. 

Maybe because of the way it echoes John 1:5 

The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it.

See, every Easter from the time I was in 6th grade, I had been part of planning and leading the sunrise Easter service at our church. (I wonder now if the youth group was given that responsibility to assure we’d be there bright and early Easter Sunday).  

We would have a sleepover in the fellowship hall that doubled as a Holy Saturday vigil, complete with games, junk food, prayer, reading and rehearsing the story we would share with the full congregation the next morning. In the darkest of the wee hours, lying on the hard linoleum floor, I remember wondering what it might have been like for Jesus on those long nights after the crucifixion. And for the disciples.

Did the sun shine on that sabbath day while they waited and wondered what to do next?  Did they expect the sun to shine on that morning when the women went to the tomb? 

I picture that first Resurrection Sunday as bright as any day ever made or imagined. Robin’s egg blue sky, maybe a couple of clouds to show it off. Green plants in the garden surrounding the tomb, and maybe a sheen of dew for the sunlight to reflect from.  Picture perfect. 

But you know… even if the morning had been as gray and drizzly as some of our winter mornings.  The sun would still have been back there, behind the clouds, shining like it has since the beginning. Just as the Light of the World was shining and still shines. 

The truth of that little mantra helped me a lot this winter, as I realized just how much of my mental and physical energy is drawn from solar power. The sun still shines – even when I can’t see it. Even when I can’t feel its warmth.  

The Light shines, friends. In the midst of chaos, pointing to peace. In the midst of sorrow, shining on shards of hope. The Light shines on when we are required to walk through the valley of the shadow of death. And that Light is more than a little bit of the growing light at the end of the long tunnel of the pandemic. 

I pray that as we continue to feel a lightening of spirits, thanks to the arrival of spring and vaccines and other good news, that we pay attention to the Light that shines in and through us. Who could use a reminder that the sun still shines and that they are loved -just as they are – by the one who brought Light and Life to the world? Perhaps that’s you today.  Dear one – you are so deeply loved.

Prayer for Advent Vigil

You should have received a glow stick – – let’s light them up… 

They are a great reminder of how we come to bear light in the world.

There’s the breaking (snap). And the shaking that mixes the chemicals inside. And then ultimately the shining.

We are broken open by the truth of God’s great love for us, the goodness of God’s grace.

The Holy Spirit takes hold of us, dwells in us and changes us, creating new life inside us. Shakes us up a little.

And led by that Spirit, we begin to shine, not just for our own sake, but for the sake of the world

In the beginning of John’s gospel, 

we are given the beautiful word picture of Jesus coming into the world as the LIGHT of the world.

We are reminded that the darkness of the age, all the ages, would not prevail… not against God’s light.

This is part of why we light candles in the season of Advent. 

They create a growing puddle of light as the day approaches when the LIGHT of the World appears.

We light them, calling out the truths of God’s presence as our hope, our peace, our joy and our deepest and first love.

We light them to push back against the darkness within us, the shadow side of humanity

They are both with us, all the time – we sing about that complexity in O Little Town of Bethlehem…

“Oh little town of Bethlehem, how still we see thee lie.

Above thy deep and dreamless sleep the silent stars go by.

Yet in thy dark streets shineth, the everlasting light.

The hopes and fears of all the years are met in thee tonight.  

In Christ, our hopes AND our fears are met.

We churchy folk tend not to talk about fear or those other shadows that threaten to overtake our hearts…

Resentment, Jealousy, Despair, Rage, Sorrow, Hate, Distrust, Doubt

I think we avoid talking about them because we are taught they are all bad. And so, if we admit we experience them, we must also be bad. A bad person. Or at least not good enough, not faithful enough.

Let me say, before we begin to pray… That is a lie from the pit of hell.

You can, indeed, be a decent and deeply faithful person and feel fear. Or anger.

Or any of those emotions. 

We are human after all.

To be fully who we are, we must acknowledge the fullness of how we respond to the world. And remember that Jesus, God in human form, experienced a wide range of emotions.

Having feelings isn’t the problem. It’s how we deal with them that can become problematic.

And if we want to reflect the image of God, we need to find our way through all the feeling.

You can’t heal what you don’t feel. Much less what you pretend you don’t feel.

As we pray, I invite you to add your own thoughts in brief moments of silence, at the end of each petition.

And we will end the silence by raising the light and saying Come, Light of the World, shine brightly through us

Gracious God

Sometimes, we start the day strong and walking with you in confidence, only to found ourselves scared and anxious

We wonder how long this pandemic will last

We worry about the doctors and nurses and other caregivers

Not only caring for those with the virus but having to do extra work to complete familiar procedures and offer treatment for other diseases

It is scary to think that we might not be cared for if something happens to us or to someone that we love.

It is frightening to imagine someone in our own households becoming ill, facing long term effects, or even dying from this disease

We want to be courageous and carry on with life, but honestly God, the advice we hear can be confusing and the conflict over that advice is disheartening

We need you to bring hope and peace into our pandemic-tinged days and nights

Hear our prayers and help us listen for your words for us

SILENCE

Come, Light of the World, shine brightly through us

We watch as lines grow longer at food pantries and resource centers across the country and down the street

We check our own bank accounts and investments, wondering how they will hold up

We see businesses struggling and fear for the owners and their employees

We want to trust that you will provide for us and our households 

And yet, We worry – Will there be enough… for our families, for our church, for our communities? For those who have long been on the margins?

Hear our prayers and help us listen for your words for us

    SILENCE

Come, Light of the World, shine brightly through us

So much is changing in our world, so rapidly

Technology has changed the way we do everything, and it can be confusing and frustrating

People are living and talking in ways that we never imagined

And it seems many of the rules and habits we were taught no longer apply

It is scary to see the anger on display in our politics, and not just in the halls of government

The streets and the airwaves and the internet have become places where policy and preferences are made known and fought over… sometimes through violent words and actions

We long for peace, we need your peace that passes all understanding.

We long for courage, not bravado. We need to know and to share your perfect love- the perfected love that drives out all fear.

Hear our prayers and help us listen for your words for us

    SILENCE

Come, Light of the World, shine brightly through us

Lord, we have lifted our fears to you and now we lift our hopes to you as well

Knowing that they are indeed, all met in you

Hear our prayers and help us listen for your words for us

    SILENCE

Come, Light of the World, shine brightly through us

Come, Light of the World, shine brightly through us

Come, Light of the World, shine brightly through us

AMEN

Tonight, we gathered after dark so that we can more easily see things that are made of light. 

We gathered in the dark, and we will leave in the dark

But we need not fear the dark or the night, or anything the world might throw at us.

Because we do not face any of it alone. 

God is with us – Emmanuel!

Go in hope, peace, love and joy

Amen.

I just don’t even know

I could probably stop there. That sentiment is true for so many facets of life right now. Ask me how I’m doing on any given day, and I’m likely to take a really good long pause because, honestly, I just don’t even know.

But even if you get specific.

Ask me how I feel about going back to North Carolina after a week at home in Florida.

Ask me whether we’ll be able to worship together inside for Christmas Eve.

Ask me how long it will take for my current church to call their next pastor.

Ask me what I think will happen between now and the election. On election night. Between then and inauguration day.

I just don’t even know.

Today’s news about the president and first lady testing positive for Covid? That takes things to a whole other level of shrugging.

I mean, obviously, I don’t want anyone to suffer physically and this virus does not play. I pray they are among those fortunate enough to have mild symptoms and an uneventful recovery.

But I don’t know – is this even real?? Are they up to some kind of shenanigans to distract or mislead us? After all the bald-faced lying that the representatives of this administration have done for the past three years, who could possibly know for sure?

I like to trust people. I like to believe that their intentions are (while human and fallible) generally good. But I cannot believe that of someone who has shown, time and time again, that their primarily aim is their own gain. Collateral damage be damned.

So – I will continue to pray and watch with wary eyes wide open.

Ask me if I can do more to love this particular neighbor?
I just don’t even know right now.

Two wants don’t make a right.

It has been a combination of exasperating and interesting to watch people navigate these last several weeks of CoronaTide. Clearly, we are all tired of the limitations that we’ve dealt with – whether required by civic authorities or self-imposed. Tired and cranky.

In conversations about all manner of things, I keep hearing about rights. Our right to do X or say Y. Our right to be here or go there.

And honestly, most of the time, they aren’t right. It’s not about rights granted, it’s about privilege purchased. Or responsibilities acknowledged.

For instance, purchasing a reservation for a flight doesn’t guarantee the right to sit mask-free (or worn such that it is useless), any more than it grants a right to board if you’ve been bumped because the flight was oversold.

And yet, I watched several passengers disregard the instructions for proper mask protocols until it was made clear they would not have the privilege of boarding with the rest of us.

I couldn’t help but think about the conversations that pop up around going back into the sanctuary for worship. When I hear things like “I have a right choose, a right to take on that risk,” my brain translates that to “I have the right to get sick and to make other people sick while I’m at it.”

That is bad enough when we’re talking about colds and flus. But with this virus? Really?

The Jesus I invite people to follow never spoke about rights, but he sure had a lot to say about our responsibilities to one another. To put others’ needs ahead of our own. To serve rather than be served.

And the Jesus I ask people to remember, laid aside the privilege of being on equal footing with God, emptied himself took on the form of a servant – a slave – and was obedient right up to death.

If anyone had the right to say “Hold up, guys, no one’s getting crucified today…” that would be Jesus. But instead he asked forgiveness for those who made it happen.

Yes, we have rights in this country of ours, and many of us have more privilege than we care to admit. But if we claim to be Jesus-followers, we need to be paying a lot more attention to our responsibilities: to love God with our whole selves (mind, heart, soul, and strength) and to love our neighbors at least as much as we love ourselves.

I want to be able to walk around without a mask. I want to stop being cautious about how close I am to people. I want to sing and shout with my people. But that doesn’t make any other those activities the right thing to do. Yet.

One Day, I’ll Go…

In the Disney-Pixar movie Moana, the song that sets up our protagonist’s inner conflict is How Far I’ll Go. It sets up the hero’s quest, even as it gives a nod to the teen desire to find one’s place (which rarely is at home)

It’s on a Disney music playlist that I like turn on when I need some energy on a short run. (along with Touch the Sky from Brave and Go the Distance from Hercules.

Anyway – How Far I’ll Go was one reason I named my first triathlon training bike Moana. Moving from the sprint to olympic distance rides, the lyrics of the refrain felt both descriptive and aspirational

The line where the sky meets the sea? It calls me
And no one knows, how far it goes
If the wind in my sail on the sea stays behind me
One day I’ll know, how far I’ll go

The other day, though, I felt that pull in a completely different setting.

I had just climbed up to the Clingmans Dome observation tower. It was a gorgeous morning in that part of the Great Smoky Mountains National Park. The mountains were verdant and lush, and just peeking out over their trademark blanket of misty clouds.

I had seen on the maps that just beyond the paved path, I should be able to locate where the Appalachian Trail intersected with the far western end of the North Carolina Mountain-to-Sea trail. I’ve been hoping to walk a few more stretches of the MTS while I’m in the state, so why not track that down?

I followed a sign and scrambled down a few rocky steps to find myself in that exact intersection. I walked a ways down the MST, until the canopy and the wildflowers and their insect friends started crowding the path.

And then I realized the repellant was in the car, not on me.

So I went back up to the trailhead and looked in the direction of the Appalachian Trail.

And all of a sudden, my heart leapt. And started singing..

The line where sky meets the trees? It calls me
And no one knows how far it goes

One day I’ll go...

There something about the beach that calms me and something about cities that energizes me.

But there is something altogether different about the trail
The marked and yet always evolving paths
The challenge of getting up and over and down and across obstacle
The light through the canopy, the crunch underfoot and the birds overhead

It calls me. And next time, I’ll have my gear.

And when I cross that line, there’s no telling how far I’ll go.

And she wondered, where are all the words?

The other day, I sat down with a little bit of time, thinking I might do some writing that wasn’t for work.

And basically, I had nothing. I had run out of words, which is really odd. I started doing inventory, and realized why I was hitting this wall. In any given week, I craft

  • 2 different sermons
  • Portions of 2 worship services
  • An email about our interim process
  • 1 or 2 emails with prayer and news for the congregation
  • Multiple emails and texts to members and leaders of the congregation
  • Multiple emails and texts to family
  • Facebook posts and messages (church, family, friends)
  • Extemporaneous Facebook live devotionals every weekday

That’s a lot of words in normal times, but these are pandemic times. It takes so much more energy to do almost everything, since there is so much more going on in my brain ALL. THE. TIME.

And, I suppose since so many of these are on FB or YouTube, it feels like they are already out in the world.

Never fear – I do have lots of thoughts about lots of things and haven’t fallen off the face of the earth. Just tethered a little farther away from here.

Pentecost Thoughts and Prayers

Adapted from an email sent to Shallotte Presbyterian Church for Pentecost

I went to the beach this morning to record the Acts scripture on video. I thought maybe I could add a reflection afterward, something more timely than what I recorded for today’s worship- back on Thursday afternoon.

The truth is that my heart has been troubled the last few days – It’s hard to read about tongues of fire bringing about good things while cities across the country burn.  

After I read Acts 2:1-36 (and posted here), I took a walk, collected some sea shells and collected my thoughts.   

I realized that what I want to do is completely beyond me, beyond my ability, beyond my scope of work: I want to make sure that all God’s children, everywhere, are ok.   

I know.  It’s not my job to heal the world. It’s not my job to make sure that all people have houses and jobs, that no one goes hungry, that no one gets murdered in the street or beaten in their own home, that no one is shunned for who they love, that no group is left behind financially. 

But I see so much hurting, so much sorrow, so much righteous (and unrighteous) anger being shouted from streets and rooftops. It breaks my heart.  I know it breaks God’s heart. 

I believe this because God has shown us what love looks like. It looks like Jesus: feeding the hungry, clothing the poor, setting the captives free (Luke 4:16-21); Love looks like the church: sharing from its abundance and healing the sick (Acts 4:32-37; 5:12-16).   

The good news of the gospel is quite simple. The world doesn’t have to be this way.  God sent the Spirit to the church, so that the church can go to the world.  Friends, that means WE are God’s plan for seeking out the scattered and broken, so that they might know the beauty of belonging.  

Let us pray:

For the cities and towns across the country where voices are being raised in protest against true injustice. And for those who would use these gatherings as opportunities to sow seeds of mistrust and chaos. May your church in these places be a place of sanctuary and a voice of truth. 

For the households in which illness and sorrow are have taken up residence. May your church be the voice of hope and compassion and your Spirit bring peace. 

For the families who are struggling and unsure how to the navigate financial, relational and spiritual challenges they face.  May your church nourish their hungers, tangibly and faithfully. 

For the challenges we will face as congregations, learning how to be church in a world that is not likely to ever look or feel exactly like it did before.  May your church be courageous, creative and loving, bearing witness to the faith, hope and love that always has and always will abide. 

Lord, in your great mercy, hear our prayers.

Amen.